My heart has been aching for weeks now.
I have been surrounded by babies lately, beautiful babies had by people who arent ready arent prepared (theres some who are very much both of those things, too).
I cant help but feel my ovaries not working. Im terrified of when Toby and I decide to try to have kids, because I have wanted a baby since i was 14 playing with my new baby sister and I knew that was it.
I just said to my best friend ´im surrounded by babies its making me feel so out of it and depressed´ and her response was ‘why would babies make you depressed?’
You tell me.